WHAT!!!! The chicken flew the coup, well you know what im gunna hunt that motherfucker down.

So it's been a pretty good while since i've wrote in this thing, figured its about time to grace these wonderful collections of numeric codes reorganized into visual images, well alots changed in the past few months since i last wrote, disappointed again by someone i've known for 8 years of my life i knew better and i dont blame anyone but myself and her slightly i just need to leave her in the past where she belongs, i've been workin like a dog but the money's worth it for now, i just wanted to write in here and get a little off my chest basically vent i guess in a well informed manner if i can, I am tired of always being depended on and no one's there for me to depend on does anyone ask if im ok nope they all just spew out they're problems to me this is wrong thats wrong fix this, help me finsih this up, and when you do all that then go fuck yourself cause pretty much everything is more important other than when i need you to help me feel better this applys to alot of people thats how i feel, I'm just to much of a worry you've got something more important to do or not enough so on and so forth well guess what motherfuckers i have things to do i have stuff going on i have alot of shit stressing me out usually, just cause the doors open doesn't mean you can just walk in and out of it whenver, cause one day that doors gunna shut and either you gunna stuck on the outside or you gunna be stuck on the inside, i'm just tired honestly of doing things and you expecting people might one day do the same for me when i need, dont fool yourself people think about themselves first. Alot of people it seems like want your help when they're down or having a hard time well i dont feel bad sayin no anymore i dunno how many times i've layed in the mud face down drowning and been trying my best to say i need help i need someone to talk to for more than five minutes cause i've had a really bad day or am depressed apparently that is way to much to ask and doesnt make sense to anyone except maybe one person EP, so i've ranted enough, if you read this thanks for reading :) if not well it doesnt matter.